RIGHT NOW MY LIFE SUCKS... BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!
" We wish you a Merry Christmas,
We wish you a Merry Christmas,
We wish you a Merry Christmas,
And a Happy New Year.... "
Hmmmm.. i think i start to know why people say JC times are actually the best times in your schooling life.. and no, i don't mean that secondary school times aren't as wonderful.. but JC times are nearer to my memory and it stays clearer.. i used to think my JC life sucks.. (due to SOME lousy classmates and the damn politics and the not-so-united class).. now i'm glad i contacted some of my JC guys back.. yeah.. they do bring back the fond memories of the funny encounters the class had even when our class aren't that united AT ALL.. one thing i don't agree that JC times are the best times in my schooling life in the past is because we're too caught up comparing our sec sch pals with the newly made friends in JC.. afterall how can u compare someone you had known abt 4 years to someone who you had just know right.. haha..
Right now, my JC pals are saying: "How i wish we were back in S8 and in JJC, then i'll get to know u guys better back then instead of now.." HOW true.. if so we won't be spending great hours on weekends (something like 2pm-1030pm on a sat) catching up with each other lives for the past 2 years where we were missing out on each other.. BUT THEN... i'm glad i've these friends in my life now than NEVER at all.. sometimes we do regret the time lost.. but it's better late than never...
^this post is specially dedicated to my JJC pals: Aizhen, Josie, Adeline, Kiatwee, Tingfeng and Weizhong.. you guys are just damn great!!!
Plans for this week:
Monday: Bring the binding rings over to my friend
Tuesday: Today is dong zhi.. gotta go home and eat dinner.. think got abalone ya know... and better pack my room a bit.. since there might be a chance Weizhong is coming in.. if he sees my room in a mess.. i think i'll be laughed at for the whole of next year at the MINIMUM..
Wednesday: Meeting Chunling to take year 3 stuff.. send my skirt for dry cleaning.. and dragging Weizhong to carry the stuff for me... *hee hee*
Thursday: Going to Ikea with Weizhong..
Friday: Going kbox in the morning with sis.. buy xmas gift (that j-pop ballad cd) and meet friends..
Saturday: it's CHRISTMAS...
Sunday: duno do wat... maybe study a bit??? *don't really think it'll happen*
Maybe i should just give up.
Oh sh**.. that fat woman is famous for failing IA students in her dept.. had many past cases and i've just heard of it.. oh sh**.. oh sh**.. OH SH**
When people say "i-mean-it" in whatever they say... do they REALLY mean it?? or is it just some words to assure (or even reassure) the person they are speaking to??
I also don't know.. cause sometimes when i say "i-mean-it".. i don't actually mean it... kinda confusing but i think that's the way humans' minds work?!?
Hmm.. most probably..
Next time to make things simple, i'll only say "i-mean-it" when i really mean it...
I'm seriously wondering that....
Maybe it's a case of wrong timing.. most probably even a bad timing... and it's something that causes the deepest regrets most of the time..
Hmmmm.........
What an a*se.. if you call this a christmas gift.. you might as well keep it and choke yourself with it.. that will be a BETTER christmas gift for ME...
Give some thrown away from Genting Theme Park to me.. and still a little dirty.. come on lor.. want to play until like this?? i don't care a damn about ur christmas gift lor.. DON'T give it to me.. i'm the student in your bloody dept.. not another student from some R&D dept to come here and offer some services.. bloody hell.. want to play until like this?!? don't regret..
It's either i throw the gift down the drain.. or i'll leave it nicely wrapped BACK inside the drawers.. i won't want it.. like what my friend say.. i don't appreciate your pathetic gift AT ALL.. *PHEU*
Just last night at 12.30am.. i realised my mind is in a whole state of confusion that i had to psycho myself (before i go to sleep) that it cant be happening and won't be happening.. and seriously NO it cannot happen.. not allowed to and must not.. what is going on in that little mind of mine i cant say now.. but all i can say is the more time i spent there.. the more the other (which i also spend time on) seems gradually fading away in its importance.. this is not happening the first time.. it happened before on Sept/Oct 2003.. it cant be happening again.. NO IT WON'T.. i cant make the same mistake twice and drag everybody and everything associated down into it.. NOT AGAIN.. it'll only end up hurting everyone all over again..
And i landed in that turmoil this morning on the way to work in the bus during the time i'll usually sleep thru the journet.. the thoughts of last night came back.. and made me damn uncomfortable.. NOOOOoooooooo...
Plus, i really don't know what the others are thinking also.. i cant torture myself this way can i?!? I just need to get the right attitude back and everything will return to normal.. i'll continue to have what i have and not causing an stiring in the peaceful world of mine.. Only this way, everybody will be happy (which is what i seriously hope)...
~sign*
Yesterday's celebration is absolutely, extremely, tremendously, exceptionary, totally, extraordinary WONDERFUL!~!~! hahaa.. i've got 3 pink roses and a small american chocolate cake.. and a equally astonishing dinner as well... ahahha. now super tired.. but happy.. its simple but heart warming.. hee hee.. tons of photos to upload.. and gotta change my friendster photos and do some combination photos later on.. hahahahahah... feel like going to ktv and sing songs la.. long time nv go liao...
This sat is Xiaoping's birthday party.. gotta bring my camera and take lots and lots of photos with adeline they all.. +jasmine+siewchoo+huiting...
" Happy Birthday to yOu,
Happy Birthday to yOu,
Happy Birthday to Haowei,
Happy Birthday to yOu.. "
Officially 21 today sia.. hahahahahah..
I'm worth $2,060,911.77! How much are you worth?
~as if*
Had the party on 4th.. not bad.. enough pple turning up to make the terrace full.. i invited 60.. almost 50 turned up.. which is not bad liao la.. regret is that din take whole big picture and not all friends are photographed in one way or another... super sad abt tat..
jc friends and a sec sch friend stayed overnight.. wahaha.. was super fun n scary.. talked abt other pple.. talked abt ghost stories, take pics.. play games and forfeit to finish food on losing, watch ghost movie and play playstation.. listen to ghost stories, talk crap and watch sunrise.. ahahah.. they all went back at 7am coz kiat wee driving.. so all went back home to sleep.. leaving me behind.. *sob sob* but they r great.. if they nv stay.. it'll be super boring le... thanks weizhong, aizhen, kiatwee, tingfeng and alex..
will upload photos at a later time.. thonning whole of sat night have taken a toll on me sia.. last night slept at 9.. now still super tired..
~beautiful memories*
~!~!~!~ TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY PARTY ~!~!~!~
~happy*
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